I’m just so curious, how this story ends!
But that does not take away from the point, which is that it will end well either way.
Regardless if that ending is Disney-worthy or not.

The story started yesterday when I finished an analysis of my entire love life, which had taken me two days to write. Yet had felt worth it, every inch of the way.

Its end conclusion came down to the insight that my love life was never gonna work out.

And I used astrology to come to this conclusion, but the conclusion must have been sitting somewhere, waiting to jump at the first opportunity to make itself known.
Because it didn’t feel like new; It felt inevitable.
Joyful even.

It was the moment my current lifestyle – completely immersed in creativity yet with a worrying: “But how am I gonna sustain this?!” – got a well-deserved upgrade!
The packed, art-filled work schedule, was promoted from being temporary to being a permanent resident.
And all the worry, which had been accumulating over the years, fell off me.

I could see the storyline unfolding from:
“God, I sure hope this (lack of love life situation) clears up soon.”
To:
“Well, better start making the best of this situation, amping up on the creativity.”
To what I thought was the final point:
“Oh wait! If I want this love to be EPIC then I need to uplevel my life! Hard!”
You can’t have your Twin Flame arriving, and your life being a mess.

But now?
Oh this was an entirely new energy.

I am now at:
“My life is centered around my art and creativity. And a new love? He will just have to eagerly, lovingly and completely wrap himself around that.”

And although this felt so good I immediately declared this new direction my new gospel, I couldn’t help but to take one extra peek at it.

Because why had this empowering conclusion presented itself, after writing that blogpost?
And I found it.

The blogpost had said my love life was never gonna work out, because of four distinctly different aspects to my charts.
Resulting in 4 different personas; A Leo, a Scorpio, Capricorn and Venus in Gemini.
I was 4 women into one.

Which meant that, obviously;
I am already spoken for.
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.~Lauren
An unexamined life is not worth living