“Offline. I need to be offline. I HAVE TO, be offline.”It’s been a while now that I’ve had this obsession with being offline.
My mind must be operating on some unconscious motivation, because my rational mind cannot explain my tenacity here.
This type of discipline is foreign to me. I’ve been patient and relentless when it comes to creating a life offline, which is the core of this Living-In-The-Past series. In 1990. Despite not having any significant results, my motivation grows. The conviction that this is going to be amazing if only-; Then-;
Without knowing, if only what?
And then what?
But I’ll take it because it’s just far too interesting a riddle, to give up.
But, I did find another clue!
In my quest to live offline, I’ve drawn greatly on the movie The Matrix.
The living in a simulation from the movie lines up exactly with us living in our mobile phones.
And the harsh reality, once Neo is awakened from his pod, equalizes how our lives would look, if we’d manage to quit the habit of being online.
Just like in the movie, we too have to choose between a life of comfort and illusion online, or a real life in stark contrast to that.
Reality will never meet artificiality.
Not unless you start including its realness and complexity, as value.
But now, I have found an extra layer to this. One that might explain my relentless poking around in this concept of living offline/ living in the past.
What if what I am really escaping from, and what Neo escaped from, is the collective bee hive mind?
Our shared code?
The social construct with all of its unwritten rules, that has been keeping us unconscious and enslaved, but also in check, for thousands of years?
What if numbing ourselves scrolling, binge watching, and letting ourselves be brainlessly consumed by the online world, is nothing new?
But our collective cage, finally visible to the naked eye.
What if the pull of the online world, and its deception, its ability to take over our lives, is actually a blessing in disguise?
This could be the first time in history, we can escape a Matrix that was there all along.
~Lauren
An unexamined life is not worth living
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About: the 1990 project
For an indefinite time, I will be moving to the, I assume fictional, timeline of (re-)living 35 years ago.
Making the current year 1990.
This project has a predecessor, where I wrote as if I was in 1994 – 2000;
But this was mostly a literary (diary) undertaking.
I’m cutting back deeper into time, and do not intend to keep a diary. It is the living in the past itself, that is the art.
In September 2025 I came up with these goals, covering the first 8 years.
My 8 year goals are:
📵 to live a 20th Century life
🎸 to be a 20th century-inspired Rock journalist.
But on the current timeline.
So this means I make money creating content and speaking about rock music and 20th century things
📚 publish Lauren Harteveld work 2010-2025
📢 to make the Lauren Harteveld legacy visible
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